Feeling better

I am pleased to report that I am feeling much better, the golden wedding celebrations were lovely and I have been able to catch up on sleep this afternoon.

One thing I did fail to mention in my earlier post is that my mood was a much to do with an incident that occured last night as much it was to do with tiredness and pain. Unfortunately as much as I want to share it on my blog I am unable to due to nature of the incident that occured.

A right barrel of laughs

I cam across this on the net looks like I am in for a tough few weeks post op (I am having the acromyoclaviclar joint removed as well)

At least I know what I am up against, but it makes scary reading all the same.

Tonight I had the "do you think I am doing the right thing?" convo with a friend (yet again) based on the new information I have gathered from above.

He answered in the affirmative and without any hesitation, "yes". I know that I am doing the right thing but, at the same time there is an element of doubt and I feel quite scared about the concept of going through with the surgery. It will be life changing and for the better but, it still a big step to take.